What A Dream

What a dream i had last night. It was one of those rare dreams that u dont want to end, and it felt so dam real!! Here it is, so I was still working where I do, getting paid alot more though. And the girl I like was my girlfriend. Well in my dream we had a baby, a little girl. This was the first time I've ever had a dream where I had a kid in it. The emotions I felt for this child and her mom were so vivid and real, i swear it was amazing! I couldnt beleive it. I had a daughter with the girl of my dreams if you will...:) I'm so taken by because of the reality, and how it felt! There was I standing there next to my girl and holding my daughter in my hands. It was something that I will keep thinking about for quite sometime. Sure it was only a dream, but for me it felt real, and I didnt want to wake up. Well after I did I waish I was asleep again, but in it I didnt know I was dreaming rather I thought it was real. wow. I remember too that we lived in a house and everything! well we'll see what happens today.

Just A Thought

All The Girl's I've met have hurt my heart,
As if hitting it with a dart.
The Pain they caused has grown and grown,
But it is my fault, I've should have known.
Sometimes I Wonder, if its the luck that's bad,
Sometimes wondering, should I blame my dad.

Never having a father to love,
many nights crying to the skies above.
Wondering why he dont love me,
Sometimes wondering, if there's something wrong with me.
I'm thankful for my mom for everything she's done,
that in my heart she'll be number 1.

My brother comes close to my mom you see,
as well as my friends and family.
My life so far has been ok,
But still I wish for that perfect day.
Where the girl I love will walk my way,
and eveyone can say they've had a perfect day.

One thing I wish was for her to love me,
for her to sit here next to me.
Her eyes they make my heart skip a beat,
sometimes lifting me off my feet.

A Girl with a mind so right,
A Girl with a smile that will light up the night.
The dream she is in my heart she'll stay
Maybe one day, she'll walk my way.

--- juan.