Madly In Love, or Madly Stupid

I have a crush a stong one at that, on a girl who in my eyes is the perfect girl. Call me what you want but that is what I see in her and what I feel about her. No matter how far I am away from her, I feel her in my heart. No matter what I do, I see her in my eyes. I really like this girl...Alot!! But a chance she will not even let me have. I understand that you cannot get with people that you dont feel anything for, but It would be nice to let them have a chance to see if they can awake a feeling, even a sense of love for that other person. There are night and days that I go on just thinking about her, this makes me seem so dam pathetic to be like this, but like this I've never felt before. This girl just does something to me that I cannot explain!!! I sometimes wish I never felt like this because there are reasons why it wouldnt work either, BIG reasons....but those I cannot say. I've preyed and preyed to try and help me go over this...I've just havent found out how. At times it seems like I might have a chance, and at others it seems like I dont. I need help because this is just not right. :( whatever hopfully it will get better soon. Talking we will do, and fix this we will do (I hope). Well thats about it for today. I know I havent written that much, but I'll try to write more often...I've just had so much on my mind.